Get out of my dreams!!!

Hey! Can someone tell me what it means when you randomly dream of people you don’t even think about for so long?

You see, almost every year, I would always dream about this guy. He’s older than me and completely moves in a different pace than I do — in short, he’s someone that will never be compatible with me. As a hopeless romantic girl in her last year as a teen, I just find it weird and somehow funny to dream about a guy I met for just two times in my life. I just honestly hate how every time that I do see him in my dreams, I crush on him hard again as if I really have a chance.

I feel like the reason why I’m crushing hard and getting frustrated about all this is because of his profession. It’s my frustration. It’s something that, if I were given a chance to take part in, I would gladly do so in my early teens.

I know and sorry if I’m making too big of a deal out of all this; which might even be pure nonsense.

To those who are curious, I am a hopeless romantic, I vulgarly say flirty things when I’m with my friends and I seem like the girl who’ll say yes when asked to marry today; but amidst all that, I actually don’t want a boyfriend for now. I don’t want someone to get mixed up in my messed up life currently. I want to date with freedom when the time comes. I’m holding on to what my tita said, “Ang love, ‘di yan hinihintay. Kusa iyang dumarating”.

So who knows who’ll I end up with? Maybe it’s this guy or maybe a crush from the past/present. Who knows.

+MADI

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